i've been trying. i'm still eating. it's gone too far, she can't try for me or anyone anymore. it's too impossible. she's getting asessed at Renfrew soon and we're all hoping she doesn't get admitted because that would make her worse. she's gotten worse already because her mom is interferring and only makes her more stressed. so i am trying, even though my mom says there's no way i'm thin and my friends all think i'm too thin. it's f***ing hard but i'm trying to set an example for her. we both have bullsh*t mom's that are hurting us but we're trying to help each other.
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i trust her enormously. that's why i'm confused. i trust and believe both of them. but she's just so gorgeous. and they can understand and help each other so much. and he's ditched me before without a word to go be with her.
thanks for your comments, the awareness and support mean a lot to me.
i'm not 21 yet, can't do the wine thing. plus, my mom is an alcoholic and i abstain from alcohol as much as possible.
thank you for all the tips. it's so hard to keep eating but i do it for my friend.
the thing about cutting out meat is that i'm horrible at getting enough fiber and protein, so i really need to eat meat. when i do eat, i'm pretty good at making it healthy
thank you for your comments. i do have to talk to my mom, but it scares me. and the boy, he is so worth it. i just hate how hard it is for the two of us to stay together.
i know that none of what i do is the right answer but now it seems like the only answer.
